2 eclipses later and someone help me get back to normal ! Intense, Mega, Depth, and heightened amounts of feelings that came over me during this period. An eclipse always brings to the surface the shit you'd rather not have at the surface. It was weird for me, I kinda had a lot of shit going down. According to my Astro friends the Solar eclipse was about "Letting Go". And that I did.....
So letting go.......of what ? Well for me, the crap that doesn't serve me anymore ! This can be anything really. A jumper, a favorite mug or even people. Sure....but it's usually a bit bigger than that. How about "Deserving" ? not letting go of it ! But letting go of NOT !! Yeh, "Not Deserving". I've met people who are so stuck in not deserving they only think in lack. What's with this ?? I think it's from the brainwashing we all received early on, that took away the Self Worth, Self Esteem, and the ability to acknowledge that you deserve. You deserve abundance, yet so many of us have been trained in the art of "Lack" ! What a fucked thing to teach !! But not when you want to control the masses though, oh no !! and that's just it, most peeps don't even realise, let alone ask the question....Why do I believe in "NOT DESERVING" ?? This is what an eclipse can do for you.
Let this crap go !!!!!! You deserve all, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to feel content and abundant. You are a beam of light and energy that is trying to awaken. Yet with so much pressure and material brainwashing we cannot break this pattern. Why is this ? The last eclipse was tiny, not even visible to the human eye, yet it tore shreds off me. The letting go thing isn't always easy to do though. How do you let go of a person you no longer vibrate with on the same level ? This is actually quite hard to do, especially if this person is or was close to you. They seem fine for some time, yet deep down you kinda knew at the start that this would not last. In my case it was a buddy, who for some time was fantastic to hang around. We were Bro's, but when people step over your boundaries and become a menace, I tend to lose interest in the friendship.
Is it wrong to get rid of someone out of your life for bringing a box of vegetables to your house when they know your fridge is tiny after asking them to just pick up a small bit of broccoli? Now this is not the only reason this guy was culled, of course it is a build up of shit over time. Yet this was the last straw !! When you ask someone to just grab a small piece of broccoli, and they roll up with the entire fruit and veg section, and then say to you that will be 45 bux............what the fuck would you do ? No way bro, I only asked for a piece of broccoli !!!!!!! Please, don't get me wrong ! This is not just over a box of fruit and veg, it always starts way back and you don't realise till you get to a space like this. Little things become apparent when you've let this flip go. How many times they actually look down on you, or belittle you in front of other people. Fuck you I say, thanks for the lessons and I am now letting you go !!!!!
Allowing things that don't serve you anymore to stay in your life is as absurd as walking around with an umbrella waiting for it to rain !! It could be anything, so wake up and get rid of those things. Send the item or person Love and send them on their way.
At the end of the day, what this means is you have risen your vibration to a higher level, and really can't communicate or feel properly on that level anymore.....When you let go of something, you automatically clear space for abundance. You do not create lack by letting something go !
Anyway Love and Light will always prevail
Peace
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