Sometimes a day can really be a drag. You can often be in a place where you don't particularly want to be. Why do we go through this shit ?? Why do some days become the harder of the rest of the week ?? I'm not talking about Monday's, they're not so bad. It's those days where you are completely over everything and everyone. you don't want to communicate with anyone, let alone see anyone !! For some, while in these bits of universal confusion they just get on the booze or hide out, or just get fucking angry to mask the pain......
Emptiness comes in at this time, and you wonder to yourself "What the fuck am I doing here?" Well this is the time to work through all your bullshit !! Not many I know can actually recognise, at this time, that it is "The Perfect Time" to deal with your own shit once and for all. But remember that you will never get this shit done........EVER! All you can do is manage it. It's like mowing fucken lawn....it's never over, it will keep growing and growing ! And this shit comes up over and over again. So in saying that, don't ever expect to get it all done, you never will.....
So now you know that little piece of nightmare news don't despair...
Just "Deal With It" work through all the bullshit that comes up. This is best done in silence !! But can "you" actually handle silence ??
I find silence awsum !! So much of my shit comes to the surface and I can mow that shit lawn and trim the edges until the next time....It's not easy, but if you allow this crap to come to the surface, and learn how to work through it, you get better at it every time.
And you know what ??????????
Once you've allowed this to occur..........you may actually crave these times more, and that's when you really start to understand yourself......
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