I Am Enough

Is it just a dream ? Could it actually be just an illusion ? You know, until you stop and "be" for a year, where all you do is observe, not exist, you realize things are not quite as they seem. It really is a game. The game itself is to find out why you are here. Most will never work this out. They will move along an imaginary path filled with resistance. The resistance comes in waves, and most do not even know there is an ocean.

We run around in this quagmire chasing this never ending finale that leads to nothing. It literally leads nowhere. This is the great mystery of everything. Where and when should truly observe what is around us ? When I say around us, I mean the things that are there all the time, yet never seen. Why the hell do we chase money ? What I find amusing is the fact that what the money is made from gives us all a hint.

Do we truly know where that stuff came from ? Are you aware there are people on this sphere who control every single bit of it ? It's a game ! You know of magician's with their slight of hand, well this is the same. They have conditioned you to believe that this worthless stuff has value. It had more value before it was turned into money. If you have what you need, bearing in mind wants are now needs, the real needs are rather simple. You all know this.

Could it be that we are all caught up in this illusion to distract us from being who we truly are ? Could it be that the people mentioned above know that if there were no distractions, we'd all work it out ? Well, there are some who have worked this stuff out. But it takes going against everything you've been socialized to believe to acquire this knowing. All you have to do is "STOP". Stop running to the next false quiver of happiness, for it doesn't exist. We already have what we are looking for. It's right in the mirror, and it's perfection.

It's simply been "learned" to you all your life that "YOU are NOT enough". Go and get lost in yourself. Let all the pain come up from places you never knew existed. For there lies the answer...... "I AM ENOUGH".

The Flag Bearing Avatar Ignorance

Humans are funny things aren't they. They follow trends of all kinds. We don't want to be left out now do we. It's really interesting to see what happens when your government makes a decision, or an announcement or puts on an event. The flag waivers come from everywhere and the flag makers make a killing on the false flag event. But lately, there's only one person making money on flags, and he's a software specialist. He sits in front of his computer making flags for a number of events, and shares that software to a place called social media. And guess what happens ? We've now got translucent flags all about the place. You can see them if you're lucky you know. They bring a sense of solidarity to those who actually know no one whatsoever who was near or attended the event.  

Why is it that these individuals continue to run these avatars ? When things go down in a western country it seems there's some sort of favoritism. Why is this ? There are plenty of other places on this planet that endure events on a 'daily basis' that are far worse than the western events. Yet for some reason it seems that the software guy can't make these flags that easily. Does he not have the right colour palette, or does he have problems with only having primary colours ? Sometimes things can get a bit overwhelming for "Software Flag Guy", he can really struggle with the demand. After all, he has to produce the correct UI for Microsoft devices, Apple devices, Android devices, and all those strange other UI's that he comes across, especially with custom orders. To me, getting all those colour hues of white, blue and red takes practice.

It's rather ridiculous all this stuff don't you think ? There are 1000's of people who are dying on the planet every day, mostly in direct relation to US and Israeli involvement, yet people have no idea about the body counts in those far away places do they ? So what do they do ? They follow the trend of those in front of them, because they never want to be left out of a great # or trend. If you don't run your avatar as a flag, you are considered an asshole. Well let me tell you who the assholes really are - "those who run the software guys flag and have NO IDEA ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON, IN THE NOT SO TRENDY PARTS OF THE WORLD" You should all be ashamed of yourselves. Below is a link to Iraqi deaths for you to come up to speed, then you can go to the "Software Flag Guy" and ask him for that flag instead. And on that website is the number of deaths in Iraq ALONE since the tragic break up of the romance in the other place.

353 DEAD in Iraq since Friday 13/11/15

While you are "Doing Your Own Research" on the deaths in other parts of the world just ponder how ridiculous it is to change your avatar, especially when YOU HAVE NO IDEA about the criminal deaths in other countries ! Once you find out about all the deaths elsewhere, you will feel ashamed of yourself for being so naive....... Wake Up, death is all around, and 10 X worse than your "False Flag Event" in the romantic city !

https://www.iraqbodycount.org/

Make sure you click on "more" at the bottom !

The layers keep unfolding on a constant basis. It's like erosion that is made possible in a river that never stops running. It wears it's way down stream to finally spill out into a massive basin like the sea. With these currents comes many different moods. And with them comes many different areas of life. Some currents can have you filled with joy and others filled with darkness. What is it that gets us through these times ? Do we actually feel these things for a reason ? If so, why ? Some days we can find ourselves fully feeling different frequencies of energy. The whole thing becomes rather complicated to even articulate. What do we do when things have been sitting at the same point for probably a year ? How do we then still believe that it's all going to be fine ? We know that all things pass, but what if your'e really sick to death of it all ?

I've been through some stuff in my mind about this recently and discovered if we're not careful this phenomena can drag on for longer than we thought and become rather a pain in the ass. The stripping back of the layers to the space where emotion is felt on a minute by minute basis can be rather interesting. It can make the layers seem so thick that, you are almost immune to the water and the grinding away of that which you believe to be true. How many of us actually allow this erosion to take place ? Or is it a case of never even being aware of this thing ? Whilst in the middle of the grinding away, or taking it all back to be the silt that is created we can get into places that are very revealing indeed.

The undoing of all of these layers can sometimes be like taking sandpaper to the layer and other times like being dug up with a shovel. It can be tremendously light, like polish and very coarse too. That water can be soft yet harsh at this same time. And what then can occur is that you can be on the verge of a total meltdown. This becomes apparent when those around you actually add to the water and what it does. This can sometimes be called relatives. They all get together, where you know that none of them have seen nor even heard of the river. You stand by and watch them all talk in small talk. Talking about the weather and the new couch. You can be there, but not there at all because at the end of the day, none of them miss your absence whatsoever. You can see this as you are a ghost in the room, never seen. You are the dark sheep !

You can move into the role of being the guy that's called upon when favors are needed. That's the one I really love, the favor guy. You stand back at all these events because becoming involved is like being the new guy in town, you know, "who's this guy". But with this it's really different, you're not new, you've been there all along. But the water is forcing you down further. It's like the sharpening of a pencil, you keep sharpening till its all gone and no one even knew you were there, yet they used you when convenient. You advise them on stuff and they don't listen. The stuff you've advised them on then ends up occurring for all of them. They then whinge and whine about it like it was never coming, yet were warned by the dark sheep. On and on this goes till you arrive at the point that tells you, you would never sign up to friends like this, so why are you part of this "relative" nightmare abrasion ?

How Have You Been Affected ?

Looking down onto this time space reality I'm seeing many things at the moment. First is this huge influx of souls beginning to realize that all is not what it seems. The excitement of exposing the truth for the first time for these souls is really amazing. They wonder where they've been for all of this life projection. It's everywhere on the media that provides them with the ability to look into it further. Yet, many, because of the distraction and overwhelm are overlooking the key issues. And this is understandable, for when you are asleep and you wake up, you tend to get rather excited. The information that has at first completely terrified them, then becomes a constant push for more dark information. Some refer to this as truth. The truth is magnificent, yet there are fundamental flaws in obtaining it. Once the quest starts, or the awakening, whatever you prefer to call it, things can become a little blanketing. What I mean is, to much of this truth will inevitably get you to a point where you stand back from it all and say to yourself "This is to much for me to handle"

I don't care as to where you are at in your birthing  period, to all souls, the constant negative can be very destructive. It is like before the awakening, all souls are whining about all of their stuff. This never ends. Then they discover this thing called the law of attraction. This phenomena is merely like vibration oscillating with like vibration. So as people move into this area they see all of these little things that "they" have asked for. Then they are left to there own devices to practice acquiring car spaces and the like. This is fun for a while and makes them feel as though they are in control of their lives. Great ! Social media becomes a place to share their experiences, yet souls tend to be tuning with the ego based approach. I see many arguing about certain points of view. To the point where most if not all these souls have become so good in the knowledge that they will argue their case. This is where is still see the duality. Arguing over stuff that is irrelevant.

Quite frankly these souls are not truly getting this wake up call. The comment sections in social media, I believe, are designed to have these souls fighting and bickering with each other. This is common practice with the total and utter control of the human being. Everywhere I look is this fight against each other. This has been widely observed by myself. Keep them fighting among themselves and they will be distracted. Even when they believe they are waking up. It's bullshit ! The obvious thing now is, why does the soul argue ? Is it because of it's socialization ? How long does it take to unlearn, unravel and undo the nightmare that is this socialization ? This is the most destructive thing known to man. It does not allow you to think for yourself. One example is this stupid question.... "How are you ?" When was the last time you actually answered that question with complete honesty ? So we mask over this question and we say with false enthusiasm "I'm fine". What the fuck does that mean ? 

You're not fine and you know it ! Why do you lie ? Why  do you not express how you truly feel ? Here's a good answer to that question. "I'm totally trashed, this energy is getting me down and I'm also struggling to let my anger out of my body therefore I have cramps in my chest"  What is wrong with telling it how it is ? Instead of arguing about stuff on social media and attaining this higher level of intelligence because you think you know more about a specific topic, why not work together and talk about the shit that really consumes the soul ? Quite frankly the masks that are on social media are insane. The old way of greeting one another has actually gone out the window. I've noticed of late, that when greeting people "live" they actually have difficulty in expressing a real hello. I believe that this is social media's fault yet again. Souls can abuse the fuck out of each other in a comment section, yet not even know how to engage with each other face to face. I believe social media has been developed by those who control us to give this false voice, and these devices that truly are here to dumb us down. That has become dramatically evident with the caliber of intellectual conversation. Then there's the "like" or "+1". What the fuck do these things actually mean ?

The cost of the September influx of energy has seen this increase in the expelling of truth. This truth stuff is just coming out in massive waves, unfiltered or organized. It's hitting ALL aspects of the planet. It wasn't just September, for if you feel deeply, the rise in the vortex for months leading up to it, contained these homeopathic doses that got many souls used to what was coming. But nothing could really brace the cosmos for the hangover of this injection of consciousness. The lead up was insane and the ensuing integration is insane. It's an ongoing process, that is deep seated and that I believe will take quite sometime to be developed. In other words, will the dust settle and when ? The dust may have been blown up in the winds that came through, to change certain perspectives and souls will embrace the feelings from within. But, will this engage them in the actual work that is necessary ? I see that the external is still being relied upon to create this phenomena called happiness also. This is of concern I believe, for the internal trauma is merely being projected out right now which in turn creates this spiral of anger and other emotions that really do no good for the mass soul collective. What it does is create more disharmony. I also believe that these projections will be hard to move through. The energy is that of density. To move into the realms of lightening the load on our shoulders, these frequencies are the only way forward. And the only thing you can do is to attempt to deal with it on your own.

The work we do on ourselves will determine how this all develops. Will the collective understand the next step ? Or will they just jump together to embrace all that has been exposed. There comes a time when nothing you see shocks you anymore and the more data you receive the more you are driven to go within. These devices that are given to us as wonderful pieces of technology are actually being used against us. They are being sold to us on a number of levels. Planned obsolescence, to buy more, consume more. Give all your information to a company, be told where you parked your car. All these things are sold to us, as making our lives easier, whereas they are not ! They are overwhelming the minds of us all. They are creating confusion and brain clogging in a massive fashion. Not only that, the actual electromagnetic waves associated with the use of them are completely controlling us. All you have to do is look at this link to realize what is actually happening http://www.stopthecrime.net/docs/SILENT.pdf

This will blow your mind

The Noncomfortable Persists

It's still going. This incredible place of "Noncomfortableness" is still pushing up and through. Librans are having a hard time at the moment. Every day at the same time, after midday the energy rises. It comes in many forms, from itching, anxiety, frustration and all round agitation. It's been going on for days now and I'm slightly over it. You try to feel whats coming up as shadow, and face it head on for the process of integration. But it doesn't seem to be that at all. It's more energetic. It's like the sun reaches the peak in the day and once it's past a certain point it all begins again. These drastic knowings of an energy shift are becoming more easy to pick up as my sensitivity climaxes. I really don't know if that's a good thing at all. It can be a double edge sword as some of us know. To feel so deeply and acutely is both a blessing and a curse. Even typing this I want to push my fingers through the keyboard !

I have the house to myself also. That could be a contributing factor too. The utter shit can come up, and out and I can just scream it all out. The clothes basket lies in the corner, it's truly ruined, which actually makes me chuckle. I don't even know what I'm writing really, it's crap that comes from where my fingertips hit the keyboard. You can lay your bullshit out and post it into the nothingness that is the internet. I have no problem hitting publish at all. Quite the contrary, it's rather liberating to see your words and unexplained crap disappear into the web. The only way to be someone who can guide others, is to have put your own body through the shit that the person you're helping may never experience. I've found that by going deeper, much deeper you equip yourself for anything that is exposed by others in their meltdowns and energetic shifts.

For with experience comes knowledge and expertise. Stuff you can't go to any school to learn. You must bury yourself in your own pain. I mean really bury yourself. You have to make the conscious decision to go in that direction. And it's not an easy one. To go within takes courage, because the bullshit you go through in facing yourself and your shadow is truly like being skinned alive from within. How many of us truly take the time to do this work ? I know of only a few. And they are the people who are here to help others in moving through their pain whilst on the inward path. It's not a nice place, and you will never get it done......ever. But you accumulate the tools to help you get through each purge. Which in turn enables you to guide others through their difficulties.

But I must say, this particular purge is a fucking nightmare. I'm not fully aware of what it's all about yet, but I will be laying it all out here. Here is my space that I go when I can't feel my way through the void moment like now, and for the last few days. The new moon is a nightmare, that is one aspect, as for the other stuff coming up, I'm yet to decipher. I hope that this crap is being integrated and that I will pull through. I really don't even know why I typed that. The universe only gives me what I can handle, and it seems that all the void moments of late have slipped by the wayside as soon as they are dealt with . It's nice to wake up in the morning knowing a certain trigger has gone through to the cosmos and past by me. Taking all of my current crap with it. So we will see, if tomorrow brings some respite to the internal blades and their spiral of healing...

You know those days that give you trauma. The ones that bring things up that are not comfortable at all ? Well, that was yesterday. The cosmos had allowed great anger to breach the surface. My biggest problem was allowing it to get out fully, and safely in today's limiting earth plane. For that particular emotion is frowned upon, especially if expressed outwardly. The difficultly lies in the expression of it. To let anger out is a complete no no in this time space reality. For if you do, you are chastised. Anger must be released, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with letting it exit your your vibration. You will see the change in vibration, nearly immediately.

I had a lot more to rid myself of than I originally thought. I wrote about it yesterday and the force of it emerging was far greater than I had imagined. I went straight past the pegs on the line with the washing, and ended up completely destroying the clothes basket. It's hard to complete the process when there are those around you, who don't believe letting emotion out is acceptable, so I had to do it quietly. Even my dry clothes became victims of my rage. Throwing them around and kicking them as hard as I could. The basket is now unusable and will be a reminder of the intensity of this particular shift.

Anger, is a wonderful emotion. It enables us to completely realize where we are at. I would go as far as to say, it is the most incredible gauge and automatically tells us that we are straying form the correct path. Maybe this is why it's frowned upon, for it gives you the utmost clarity once released from the soul. It enables all that crap to be expelled, that crap that has built up over weeks or even months. For me it is an incredible jump up in my awareness once exhumed. It will destroy us if its not let out to the cosmos. We all have it in varying degrees, it just happens with all that surrounds us during these massive shifts.

The key is this.....Get it all out ! Pick your quiet and private place, where there's no one around, because having to censor your rage to accommodate someone else won't work. The entirety of the emotion will not be oozed out of your cells unless you have your space. You have to find a spot of your own where you can be vulnerable, and exposed to the depths of the pain. As I found yesterday, I could not let it all out because of other people. So what happened is it came to the fore later on. And with greater force. Once you've opened that pressure valve, it all wants to come rushing out, and the key is to let it.

So today I find myself quite joyful after the barrage of this so called bad emotion. Things have shifted dramatically and I'm also lighter. I'm not sure how long that explosion had been building for ? But what I will say is this.... Imagine if we were all allowed to express this thing called anger. Imagine if we all had our own little anger pods where we could go and release. There is absolutely nothing wrong with expressing this emotion, and draining toxicity from your soul. If done correctly, like I have explained for me, you too can accomplish the drain of pent up Anger in safety in your own beautiful way. And as the bird below suggests, move on to the next purge.

Allowing Anger To Dispel Quietly

Do we ever get to the center of it all ? Today has been a day of consolidation, a day of much emotional charge. You can have these days where the only way through is to push like you've never pushed before. Today is one of those. September brought with it a massive hangover of the energetic kind. The whole month leading up to the end, was just intense. It was all about the full and deep integration of stuff that many of us had never felt before. There was a lot of doomsday bullshit floating around as well. To me those doomsdayers really don't understand whats going on. And expose themselves and their limited knowledge. They also make it harder for those who do know what is actually going on. They make the ones who truly know what is happening, look like idiots with the wonderful saying "Guilty by Association" Because the outside, asleep world loves a tin foil hat.

So today is this dark and anger lead energy. It's like a purge from all the cosmic energy that attended and infiltrated the earth on the 28th. There are many of us out there who are completely aware as to what has occurred, and even we are struggling with the shift. This is completely acceptable. There was so much going on. Today for me has been filled with these ups and downs of anger and frustration. It's like a massive integration and also letting go of the toxicity we allow within ourselves. We let it build up which is completely ok. It's not easy to let out your anger within society today. If you are noticing anger all around you, you are no doubt holding onto some yourself. Anger is the harshest emotion, it is the hardest one to express because of our socialization. It's frowned upon to let it out and let go of. Pretty amusing really when you look at the state of projection the world over.

I don't let the internal anger within me get to far down the track. It builds up, you all know what I'm talking about. But the non release of it manifests in such dark areas and we see the overflow daily. Imagine being able to let yours out without a barrier. I can imagine that, because I do. I just finished hanging the clothes out on the line on my own, but it was no ordinary hang out. I snapped pegs, stretched sox, and pushed those pegs onto the clothes until they snapped. And now, I can write very calmly on my blog, because the anger is gone. It won't be the last time either. When they're dry I'll probably throw the pegs into the peg basket so hard that they will break too. And instead of folding the clothes, I'll stuff them into the basket. The best way to let your anger out, is by yourself, every time. For now I'm relaxed, and don't need any further release......Until they're dry, and this is when I know it's expressed, not held in to be projected onto others. Pretty simple really.